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26 ooc. pronouns ﹕ he/him.
🚫 passive aggression, lack of communication, immaturity, soft peddling to justify offensive remarks.
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dark themes && elements may be referenced in plots ╱ replies.
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name⠀? ? ?alias⠀SHION.gender⠀♂️birthday⠀06·24·03height⠀5’9” · 175 cmlocation⠀seoul, south korea.nationality⠀korean.profession⠀social media influencer && internet personality.
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hair color⠀black (natural) ﹔ blonde (dyed)eye color⠀brownaccessories⠀cross + chain necklace, earrings﹙ standard, helix, orbital, daith ﹚⠀,⠀rings﹙ index, middle, ring finger ﹚
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‣** SHION** is a social media influencer who keeps his true identity a complete mystery.‣*** no one but his parents and siblings know who he really is*** ﹔ around his audience, management team, and even his friends, he is SHION.‣ most of his fans have been wanting to know more about“the real SHION”─ but his management team has been diligent in protecting him.‣ despite all the rumors and speculations, in reality, SHION is just the person that he always wanted to be ─ for his true self and life is one that he hates to dwell on.‣ as this internet personality, he feels more at ease than he ever did just being himself ﹔ especially knowing that he is loved and treasured by a whole community of people that support him.‣ it even helps him to forget that he is a victim of a rare disease, since he's always associated it with his true identity ╱ personal life.‣ to him, it had always been easier for him to just hide behind this “character” than be honest about his disease and burden or even lose his audience.‣ he has a private && anonymous instagram account where he indirectly posts poems / quotes related to his disease, to keep as a record for his family in the event that it ever becomes fatal.
❨⠀HEAVY TOPICS⠀╱⠀THEMES AHEAD.⠀❩
‣⠀the disease he has is called 하나하키병⠀─⠀or hanahaki disease.‣⠀it is a disease where the victim of an unrequited or one ﹣ sided love coughs up the petals && flowers of a plant growing in their lungs.‣⠀this has stuck with him ever since he was old enough to have feelings for others ─ which was evidently around the same time he experienced his first⠀❨⠀unrequited⠀❩⠀crush.‣⠀the disease develops over months or even years , beginning with coughing up a few petals and growing in intensity⠀❨⠀and pain⠀❩⠀.‣⠀at some point, the victim can be seen tossing up entire flowers﹔ a sign that the disease has entered its __final stages__.‣⠀he can only be cured if he falls in love with someone who can return his feelings.‣⠀but if they don't and if he cannot believe that his beloved returns his love, he will die.‣⠀while getting surgery to remove the flower is an option, he refuses it every time ﹔ as doing so means his feelings of love will diminish, and he will no longer love the person he once did during that particular time.‣⠀this may also remove his memories of his former beloved, or even⠀❨⠀worse case scenario⠀❩⠀his ability to ever love again.‣⠀it all goes back to him refusing the surgery⠀─⠀for he would rather die than lose his feelings for anyone.
chapter 001
❨ TW ﹕ DARK THEMES & MENTIONS OF BLOOD. ❩
he had been lying peacefully in bed, spending his last few waking minutes for the night on his phone when the all ﹣ too familiar sensation hit him.as per usual , the flower petals were making their way out of his mouth with a series of coughs ﹔ but this time, they weren't alone. a look of horror spread across his face to see the petals that fell off his lips were stained a bright red ﹔ an indicator that his disease was getting worse.immediately stumbling out of bed, he attempts to search for his medication to alleviate these symptoms but to no avail. the sight of blood on his hands was enough to make him lightheaded ﹔ so much that he could hardly see in front of him.without any other options , he used whatever strength he had to phone his brother ─ all while attempting to stay conscious long enough to do so.he had just barely managed to make his way to and out the front door , where he would wait for his brother to take him to the hospital. whether it was a spur of the moment decision or not , he decided it was high time he let go of his first love ─ and all of the feelings that came with them.he knew it was ridiculous anyway, to keep holding onto his feelings even after all this time. him and his crush never had any special connections beyond friendship .. so even for him, it just wasn't worth all of this suffering anymore.but to make matters worse, he was unable to get his brother on the phone ─ no matter how many times he called.despite the fact that not much could be said ❨ due to his blood mixed in with the petals hindering him from being able to form coherent sentences ❩ it still made things worse for him with every unanswered call.hands shaking, he instead typed up and sent a quick text message ﹔ which was moreso a bunch of jumbled letters than anything, but he just needed to communicate somehow.📲 diseasegett ing worse.,;. cant.find mrdication.,. need to goto hopsitsl...pkeasehis legs gave way shortly after sending the text , causing him to collapse against the door and hit his head in the process.with the impact of his head hitting the door ❨ along with everything else going on ❩ it wasn't long before his body went completely limp ─ phone slipping out of his grasp.a few minutes after he blacked out , his phone dinged and the screen lit up ﹔ displaying the messages that had ❨ unfortunately ❩ come just a few minutes too late.📲 i'mnhere
📲 i'm@coming now
📲 im coming jang hakje
